Morning vitamins.

Its weird how the world goes by, unaffected, seeming completely void of much emotional needs. For example, people living all alone in strange countries, studying for god-knows-what, trying to accomplish an elusive dream away from loved ones etc.. then there are others, trapped in a web of family and friends yet so alone.

Anyways the point is, I’ve become “emotionally dependant” on so many people. As in I need my little shot I the arm in the morning. Someone to call me, text me what ever. Now this is turning out to be an annoying addiction because…

Because it makes you throw your self at people who in a sane state of mind you wouldn’t give too hoots about, because you know they are bad for you. But dangling on the edge of a precarious precipice of loneliness and assumed ‘vulnerability’ [its more like the lack of guts to be strong] you want some one to sooth you and be all mushy mushy.. specially on those disillusioning morning where you wake up and mope about not knowing what to do.

So are emotional dependancies good or bad? They can be a real damper on your productivity. Because you waste precious minutes seeking for a little soul massage on the phone, which never works out, which never lasts and which is of no use.

BUT… sigh.. its addictive. So.. hmmm .. my fingers are already dialing the number of an unsuspecting soul..